13th August, 2008. . 11 years! My first job, my first endeavour on my own... My first memory of hugging daddy as he bids goodbye at my new workplace. Both tear eyed. Still so fresh.
Life on my own, new friends, new places, new memories. Major breakthroughs, to love and to live. A place where I made some of the most important decisions in my life.
I am so amazed the way my brain picks and chooses what it wants to remember and what it likes to forget for ever.
Anyways, I was just watching the hindi movie - Notebook. It is a feelgood movie subtly touching upon a lot of issues. And I can totally connect it to Education for Development. Morning I had my interview at Aidlink. And yes, it was good. It is a very small team - the CEO, Programme Officer and the Admin, Comm and Fundraising Officer. I could see that I can fit into the role. I felt at home. But again, dont want to get my hopes high. I felt the day as my day of new beginnings... but, it's too early to say. I might be called in for another interview. I know that would only make it harder for me to let go if I don't make it then. Ah!! Too much of speculation for things beyond my control.
Ok, back to the movie, it made me want to draw, simple crayon illustrations. Something to just express, to make me feel free. I know this has been running in my mind for a while. I need to break open and breathe. Do things which challenge me. Do new things. Probably work filled it in for me. My trip to Arunachal and Sikkim. The uncertainty. The adventure. Doing things at my own pace, and having control over my actions. I miss travelling on work. I had to walk along the canal to reach Aidlink. I saw scores and scores of people walk in my opposite direction to get to work. Work. Yes, work. I think it just justifies the purpose of being useful to a larger something than you and your family. Like they say, life begins after the comfort zone. I am too much in my comfort zone and rotting within.
I so look forward to that job. I look forward to some action. I know I am writing aimlessly. just like the dozens of thoughts floating aimlessly in my head.
Ah forgot, it helps to keep my eyes aimlessly scanning my surrounding in Dublin. The walk by the canal was super good. And found this gem - bee story on the way
Yours aimlessly floating,
Me
Life on my own, new friends, new places, new memories. Major breakthroughs, to love and to live. A place where I made some of the most important decisions in my life.
I am so amazed the way my brain picks and chooses what it wants to remember and what it likes to forget for ever.
Anyways, I was just watching the hindi movie - Notebook. It is a feelgood movie subtly touching upon a lot of issues. And I can totally connect it to Education for Development. Morning I had my interview at Aidlink. And yes, it was good. It is a very small team - the CEO, Programme Officer and the Admin, Comm and Fundraising Officer. I could see that I can fit into the role. I felt at home. But again, dont want to get my hopes high. I felt the day as my day of new beginnings... but, it's too early to say. I might be called in for another interview. I know that would only make it harder for me to let go if I don't make it then. Ah!! Too much of speculation for things beyond my control.
Ok, back to the movie, it made me want to draw, simple crayon illustrations. Something to just express, to make me feel free. I know this has been running in my mind for a while. I need to break open and breathe. Do things which challenge me. Do new things. Probably work filled it in for me. My trip to Arunachal and Sikkim. The uncertainty. The adventure. Doing things at my own pace, and having control over my actions. I miss travelling on work. I had to walk along the canal to reach Aidlink. I saw scores and scores of people walk in my opposite direction to get to work. Work. Yes, work. I think it just justifies the purpose of being useful to a larger something than you and your family. Like they say, life begins after the comfort zone. I am too much in my comfort zone and rotting within.
I so look forward to that job. I look forward to some action. I know I am writing aimlessly. just like the dozens of thoughts floating aimlessly in my head.
Ah forgot, it helps to keep my eyes aimlessly scanning my surrounding in Dublin. The walk by the canal was super good. And found this gem - bee story on the way
Yours aimlessly floating,
Me
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